I got hit by a sudden panic attack this morning, so much so that I felt slightly nauseous and couldn’t finish my breakfast. It felt like I’m forgetting something.

I checked my passport, travel insurance, tickets and hotel reservations. All printed, all confirmed. I even made two copies of my ID info off my passport. I got Malaysian Ringgit and will be getting some Singaporean Dollars at lunch time. I even gave that list of accounts and passwords to my parents. So what the hell am I missing?! I might get some extra pairs of underwear just for the hell of it. F*ck. This is very unsettling.

It’s not as if I’m going to a place where I don’t know anyone. I’ve travelled many times previously for work and pleasure. I’ve never had these jitters before and I don’t know why I’m getting them now.