After sitting through 7 days of testimonies and evidence, and 1 day of closing arguments, this morning we listened to the judge’s instructions and summation of the case, and how the law should be applied in our decisions.

Just before we were released for deliberation, another ballot was performed. This was to select the final 12 jurors who would ultimately deliberate on the verdict. I was not one of them. How anti-climatic! :P

So I went home at around 1pm and felt both relieved and mildly dissapointed. Relieved because this was a case of he said, she said and I know it was going to be hard for the diverse group of jurors to come up with a unanimous decision. I had asked the other juror who was balloted off as well how he would have voted, and I found out that he would have voted for “guilty” and I would have voted the other way. And I felt relieved also because the thought of possibly sending innocent persons to jail weighed heavily on me throughout the trial.

At the same time, I was mildly dissapointed because after having sit through the entirety of the trial, which I’ve found to be fascinating and reaffirming of our justice system, I would have liked to be able to make that one last contribution for it. But alas, it was not to be.

I will talk more about the specifics of the trial next week. Until then, the weekend beckons. :)