Fantasising of a woman


April 1, 2006 11:36 AM


LivinGaylie1527 @ deviantART

Lately I’ve been finding myself fantasising of a woman that I have met. She’s very different to what I have previously thought that I liked. And I may see her more regularly in my social outings from now on. Right now, I am treating it as a crush because it’s still too early for anything. But I have been thinking a lot about her and it’s kinda exciting and scary at the same time.

You see, it’s been 4 years since I’ve felt anything similar for a woman. Although I wasn’t really broken-hearted the last time, I did go into a mild depression. Very unlike me. That was because I stuck my neck out and took a gamble, and didn’t get what I wanted. Which is why this feeling of having no control over my thoughts makes me feel vulnerable. Exhilirating though.

I might just flirt outrageously and see if she makes the first move. She’s the kind of woman that would do that. Yes I’m chicken shit and yes this is wishful thinking. But for once, I would like a girl to do the asking. 😉

19 thoughts on “Fantasising of a woman

  1. mooiness Post author

    No lah! If you see her deviantART page you would know that she’s in the USA so how could I have met her? No I don’t know her.

    It’s just a picture that I found that compliments the mood of my post.

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  2. mooiness Post author

    BM: I said I was chicken shit what! Ok lah, must get right timing first. Might get that when we go to an MoS gig in two weeks’ time. *panic attack!*

    xia-mi-mi: Heh. Cannot rush lah! Hehe. Saw your blog. Envious of the affection that your bf gets from you. 😉

    snowflake: “can only live once” – famous last words. My skin has been thickened every time that I thought that and had failed. *sigh* Ok guess I won’t die from it being thickened once more! Woohoo!

    herman: thanks thanks thanks.

    YC: Shucks. Pressure sia. Hahah. Ok I promise first progress report in two weeks’ time when I go to the MoS gig with her and some other friends. Good or bad – we shall see. *fingers crossed*

    koyuuken: wah, a bit direct loh!

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